So. I was thinking about a lot. Again. My mom and me kinda had a breaking point tonight. We talked. She told me the only reason she is here is for her kids. That, I think is the most unselfish thing I have ever heard. I always thought I was here to die. You know, you live for one final moment when you die. But I don't think thats it. I was once told that I will amount to something, that I might change the world. Now, as I grew up... several years, I realized it doesn't really matter if I change the world. All that matters is that I change the world of one person. And that will make all the difference. I told you I would not be able to live without you. Thats a bit of a lie. I'm sure I could. Its just the fact the I don't want to. That night you were craving hard liquor? Remember that. I'm really starting to understand. It numbs most of reality. And makes it so you can sleep. I slept like a baby. I'm not saying I hate my life. I have a better one than a lot of others. I can only say that there are things I do not enjoy very much. I could be spoiled. Maybe just stubborn. Either way, I think that life, is about living. Don't take a day for granted, say whats on your mind. You might not have another one, and your last impression may not be a good one to remember. What was the last time you saw someone you cared about? What did you say to them?