You know, since the last time I saw you so much has happened. And I miss you every single day.

I can't think. I miss you so much. And with each and every single day, this hole inside me is ripping open, and makes me feel more and more numb. Doing things that do not interest me, with hopes that time will pass quicker. How much longer, how many more minutes, till you're back.
Till I can remember what its like to feel like me again. So I can remember what its like to not feel empty and bare. Till I can feel something again.
Just something.

I've been having such a hard time lately..
everything has been just falling apart, right after I built it all up.
I miss so many people, and although I know that dwelling is not the way to get by, I find it's what I always end up doing. The late nights. The insomnia. SO, I just go back to art. Art art art.
It's been so long, and I miss you. Oh so horribly. I need to find a way to cope. Its just so freakin' hard. I've been learning alot about physics, and about the universe, the orgin of our existence.
I also think alot of stuff is gonna happen, that'll come with all these natural disasters we've been having. And that'll REALLY mix things up...
ANYWAY, off to watch smallville! :3
OH, and ma'am! I miss chu.

So, miss.

Even though I haven't heard from you in some time, I miss you, still.
It's been over a year since we were ripped apart, and it still hurts like it was yesterday. I can still see the tears. I can still smell your scent. And I can still feel that love. But I miss. you.
And thats what I can't seem to let go of.
I promised that I would come back for you, and so I will.
Let's hope that neither of us have forgotten who we were, and who we are, when that time comes.
"To go back from the start, to see where it all began, or end up at the part and watch how it all ends."
I feel so alone without you. No one has filled that gap.