Okay! Let's do some blogging. I now realize how useful my left hand was.... Everything is harder to do. And I can't write anymore...great. I've talked to the police 2 times in the last 3 days. Not fun. You wrote three pages in that book. Of what you needed to say. No, what you wanted to say. Then you threw them away. What are you scared of. That you cared about someone? Or the fact that it's easier to forget, than to try and hold onto the memories? Do you still feel alone? Like the day the you cried? Emotions are not a scary thought. Everyone has them. It's just how you decide to handle them. What did those 3 pages say? What was on those pages that scared you. You still have the book? Or did you turf it? And try to forget about the good times, and the bad? What scares you the most.