It hurts when you realize that the person that means the world to you, sees you as just a person, and not the world. "When you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small." Right? Headache, homework. Break time. Had dinner at about 10, after fighting, yet again, just when things were getting better. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzkS4DzYTj8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ei8hPkyJ0bU
It's weird, I'm content with waiting, for, maybe even nothing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA6K-ouivhQ&feature=related
Look it this! Your mom admitted liking me. xP
Marcy Jaster
Hmm.. Preach away darlin'. We all know you did not create a facebook page so others could use it to be abusive towards your friends. You stand up sweety and don't ever let others get you down.
Nigel we rather like you in this house. Even if you do only come out in the rain.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EdBym7kv2IM&NR=1
Riley Cox No matter what you say, I know you better than you think. I will not let you down, I want you to trust me.
October 23, 2009 at 8:47pm · Comment · Like
I did. I gave you everything you wanted from me. I gave you me. All of me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY9b6jgbNyc&NR=1
I just learnt that I'm not special. Far from it. You say the same things about everyone. What was special about me all along? Nothing.
I wasn't special. Just a duplicate. That you could throw away when you got bored, and move on.
Nothing new. Someone else gives up on me. I thought you were my friend as well... I was wrong.
I am so confused at the moment. With everything. What is love? Just an emotion you can control. If you choose to. Or you can let it control you. How is it that those few simple things you think are true, turn out to be lies. I just want to feel you hug me again. I want to know I am not a duplicate. Not a fling. Who am I kidding. Thats all I ever was. The boy who it could never me. Right?
I think you have taken so many tears, and are still worth more. But why do I feel lost, if I know what I want. I wasn't worth the tears, you made very clear to me. So, I sit here, and wonder what really goes on in your head. I wish I knew you so much more. I am just confused, about how everything happened. This is not like you. I thought I knew you? Do I? Is it that I do know you, which is why I am questioning, or am I just crazy? Who knows.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
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