The girl from dodge.

I have now been yelled at for 4 hours straight. I am inresponsible, and a creep. The "girl" doesn't want to talk to me, so move the fuck on. You say you don't want me anymore. So, what now. Now I lay on my bed, crying, and listening to music, which in turn makes me cry more. I feel like I did not know you, because you told me you would always love me. You lied. Maybe not.. I believe you still love me. So, in a way, I hope you will come around. 2 months of silence, or a month, and maybe you will carry on. Find a new boy? Summer romance. I don't know. I just know right now. And I know I should not be upset. I am constantly tired, and I don't know why. I woke up 3 times last night. Nightmares, and crying. I woke up sweating. I was shivering though. I could not get warm. And all I could think about was the day you feel asleep on my chest. And I then started crying, more and more. Hoping you will come around, and realize I am worth it. Worth getting in trouble. Maybe...maybe?